peaceful evening

 

surprised to hear from me twice in one week? i'm really going to try to be better about documenting my crazy life.

so you may have noticed that i spend a LOT of time complaining about the kids...i've definitely noticed that. i confess that i'm having trouble settling into my role as a stepmom with almost full responsibility for taking care of them when they are with us and a house and food and laundry while also doing a full-time job. i think if i were younger i wouldn't feel so overwhelmed most of the time, at least that's the story i tell myself.

however, i don't want to complain today, i just want to talk about last night and how peaceful and wonderful it was to be just the 2 of us at home. the difference between last night and the night before (when disrespect was hitting an all time high) is like night and day. i need more of these days in my life.

that was the scene for dinner last night, doesn't it look delightful? chris came home at a decent hour (something that doesn't usually happen these days) and grilled a couple of steaks while also fixing rice and some hot dogs for his lunch today and it was so nice to have him make the effort and not leave everything for me to figure out.

the weather was perfect (i love this time of year) so we sat outside on our porch and just talked and laughed and it was nothing special but it was special, ya know?

these are the moments i live for.