So, lots of things to catch up on.
You might remember hearing me bitch and moan a bit over the summer about my desperate job search. As you may recall, I was feeling very sorry for myself for having left my wonderful job at Tor House to move to Florida only to end up moving back to California and have to look for another job.
Truth be told, I still feel a bit sorry for myself over that.
But, I'm working on looking forward, not backward and so I spent the summer doing temp jobs and sending out resumes.
And going on interviews and not getting jobs.
Dream summer, right?
But then, as summer ended and autumn began, things began to happen. Weird things.
First of all I had an interview at a non-profit in Carmel. The interview went well and the next day I was asked for my references. I was told I'd hear something by Friday...Monday at the latest.
Friday came and went and I heard nothing. This didn't bode well. On Monday I had an interview at another place for a job that seemed nice. They told me I would hear an answer that afternoon.
And that afternoon I heard from both that interview and the non-profit. Same answer. NO. Believe me, it is not fun to be rejected twice within the space of an hour.
I cried and cried...all afternoon.
But then I interviewed for a bookkeeping job at a small business and I got a call 2 days later from the owner telling me that I was everyone's first choice and he just had a few more questions which I answered and he promised to get back to me on Monday.
Which he did. He called and asked me to come in the next day and get started.
YAY!
or not
The next week was the weirdest of my life. I went into the small business on Tuesday expecting to meet with the owner's wife who had been doing the books. She wasn't there when I arrived so the owner had me start cleaning off a table and making files. Then the wife came and instead of starting with her, the owner decided to take her out to lunch and told me to keep making the files. Then they came back from lunch and the wife had another appointment so she left. Then the owner had an appointment and he left. I finished up the files and I left.
Before the wife left, she and I made plans to meet the next day but at 7am, the owner texted me and said he would be out of the office all day and I should come by on Thursday so I did but instead of starting work, the owner said his wife was mad at him because she wasn't available that day (and he had scheduled this all without consulting her) and he really needed about a week so that they could both get organized on how to start the process of transferring the books over to me. I asked if he wanted to get back to me when they were ready and he seemed relieved at my suggestion. He said he'd given his wife my contact info and she would call me to set up a time to start.
So I left.
I haven't heard from him since.
When I walked out I knew that things probably weren't going to work out there (and I really never wanted to see this guy again) so I immediately called the temp agency and told them I was available again. I also had another job opportunity up my sleeve although it was a longshot.
Earlier in the week I had an interview scheduled with a local nature reserve non-profit but I had canceled it when the other job came through. I decided to email the nature reserve to let them know i was available again just in case they hadn't found anybody although I truly doubted it would work out.
Imagine my surprise when they immediately responded and scheduled an interview with me. Then more joy and surprise when I had a second interview with them and then a job offer. I guess it was meant to be. I started 2 weeks ago and it's a lovely place to work with super nice people.
It's also a wonderful place to hike on the weekends and T and I have really been enjoying our time there.
The reserve, also known as the Slough, encompasses 3500 acres much of which is former farmland. There used to be a dairy farm there from the '20s through the '70s.
So I've landed in another beautiful place and for that I'm truly grateful.
"I'd like to add some beauty to life," said Anne dreamily. "I don't exactly want to make people KNOW more... though I know that IS the noblest ambition... but I'd love to make them have a pleasanter time because of me... to have some little joy or happy thought that would never have existed if I hadn't been born.” ― L.M. Montgomery, Anne's House of Dreams
Showing posts with label 2015. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2015. Show all posts
Monday, November 2, 2015
Tuesday, August 18, 2015
winding down the happy road
It's hard to believe it but I'm almost through my 100 happy days - less than 15 days to go!
So, at 86 days and counting, am I happier than when I started?
The answer to that is a definite YES. I am so much happier than I was on May 22...BUT I can't really say that it's due to the fact that I participated in the 100 Happy Days challenge. I'm happier because our circumstances have changed and we've moved away from the cliff. We're definitely not lounging about in the sunshiney meadow just yet (I don't even remember what being in the meadow feels like) but at least we're no longer dangling over the edge so that's a whole bunch of happy right there.
Anybody who truly believes that money isn't an important component of happiness never dealt with my mortgage company. It may not buy happiness (I'm not entirely convinced it doesn't) but it buys security and my experience has been that it's very hard to have happiness without at least a bit of security. Your mileage may vary but wait till you've spent the last 5 years hanging over the edge by your fingernails and then we can talk.
Oh but wait, I was here to talk about happy, wasn't I? Got distracted there for a moment, I'm back now.
One thing this lovely challenge HAS taught me is that every day has happy moments, moments I'm so grateful for. Each meal is a blessing, each laugh, each smile, each sunny day, each puppy wiggle. The other day I went out to my car and it wouldn't start - dead as a doornail. Right then and there I thanked God that this hadn't happened the past few weeks when I needed that car for work and rather happened on my first day without a temp job. Then I thanked him again when, after wiggling the battery cables, the car started right up and hasn't had a problem since. THAT was a happy moment.
There are so many of them.
I'm grateful.
I still like having money rather than not having it.
Here are a few of my happy moments from the last month
So, at 86 days and counting, am I happier than when I started?
The answer to that is a definite YES. I am so much happier than I was on May 22...BUT I can't really say that it's due to the fact that I participated in the 100 Happy Days challenge. I'm happier because our circumstances have changed and we've moved away from the cliff. We're definitely not lounging about in the sunshiney meadow just yet (I don't even remember what being in the meadow feels like) but at least we're no longer dangling over the edge so that's a whole bunch of happy right there.
Anybody who truly believes that money isn't an important component of happiness never dealt with my mortgage company. It may not buy happiness (I'm not entirely convinced it doesn't) but it buys security and my experience has been that it's very hard to have happiness without at least a bit of security. Your mileage may vary but wait till you've spent the last 5 years hanging over the edge by your fingernails and then we can talk.
Oh but wait, I was here to talk about happy, wasn't I? Got distracted there for a moment, I'm back now.
One thing this lovely challenge HAS taught me is that every day has happy moments, moments I'm so grateful for. Each meal is a blessing, each laugh, each smile, each sunny day, each puppy wiggle. The other day I went out to my car and it wouldn't start - dead as a doornail. Right then and there I thanked God that this hadn't happened the past few weeks when I needed that car for work and rather happened on my first day without a temp job. Then I thanked him again when, after wiggling the battery cables, the car started right up and hasn't had a problem since. THAT was a happy moment.
There are so many of them.
I'm grateful.
I still like having money rather than not having it.
Here are a few of my happy moments from the last month
Thursday, January 1, 2015
Hello 2015
Welcome to the first day of 2015!
At this time of year I usually enjoy talking about resolutions although I rarely get too involved or specific with mine because I refuse to beat myself up over things I know I'll never follow through on in the first place. I usually resolve to be adorable.
This year I actually want to challenge myself a little. I do have a dream but it's never going to be fully realized unless I put a little hard work into it so I have resolved to stop just talking about it and to make my dream a reality this year.
There are a few changes coming my way - good ones definitely - but they're going to require a lot of work and it will take a few months of being unsettled before I can relax and enjoy. There's a part of me that wishes I could go to sleep until the really good part comes but that's just the lazy talking.
The dream has to include the journey, it's not all about the destination. I have to keep reminding myself of that.
So what is this dream and what kinds of changes are ahead? Stay tuned, announcements will be made soon.
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